Gara-gara lagi kekurangan tontonan, sampe-sampe dvd-dvd lama di Bogor pun gue rampok kemaren. Udah banyak yg gue tonton, dan kebanyakan juga film ga jelas gitu. Huhuhuhu... Tapi beruntung, masiy ada film jepang (atau) taiwan (atau) korea, hihihi gue selalu ga bisa bedain film-film darisana, yg judulnya Turn Left, Turn Right, dan tentunya...


Great Expectations dooong.


Ah, gue selalu cinta film itu.... :)


I think she doesn't like me.
But you love her. She'll only break your heart. It's a fact. It's tragic. You're already in love with her. And even though I warn you, even though I guarantee you, that the girl will only hurt you terribly, you'll still pursue her. Ain't love grand?


Those were the times. That's how I was raised. What kind of creature takes such a thing? Such a gift? A trust? Who does this? Takes advantage of a 42-year-old woman? What kind of creature leaves this woman waiting like a fool? A man. A man does this. So men must pay. Am I right? Estella will make men weep. Oh, yes. She'll break them. I taught her well. When she returns she'll cut through them like a hot knife through butter.


That hook is in deep, isn't it, dear? I know what happened. The love of your life left you. Hurts, doesn't it?


And I could still draw. Nothing had lessened it as much as I had abused it much as I had abandoned it. It was a gift, and it was still mine. And everything else was less real. What could it mean, that picture of the world? But when it's true we recognize it in ourselves, in others. We recognize it, like love. Completely undeserved.


What are you doing? What is it like not to feel anything?
Let's say there was a little girl and from the time she could understand she was taught to fear. Let's say she was taught to fear daylight. She was taught that it was her enemy that it would hurt her. And then one sunny day you ask her to go outside and play and she won't. You can't be angry at her, can you? We are what we are. People don't change.


Now, now. You enjoyed it. And I warned you years ago. Didn't have to do that. I told you the girl would hurt you terribly. Didn't I? You chose not to listen. Well, I suggest you look on the bright side. We are together, joined. You, Estella, and I. Pyramid of pain. It's not love, but it is a bond. We are together.


Give me your hand. You know what this is? It's my heart. And it's broken. Can you feel that?


For a long time I kept. I think about you. A lot lately. Can you ever forgive me?


She did know me and I knew her. I always had from the first instant. And the rest of it, it didn't matter. It was past. It was as if it had never been. There was just my memory of it.

... posted by Inna @ 7:36 PM
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